I'm Back and I'm Better

(If anyone knows where the my title is from, we're automatically best friends!)

It's been about a good 3 months, since I've updated my blog. I've put this on blog on hold, since I wanted to focus more on my Youtube channel: www.youtube.com/TypicalTuyenB and my Instagram, but I am back now and feeling determined! One of my goals this year is to be more interactive on all my social media sites, especially my blog. In time, I hope to create my own blog website and create an eye catching layout. I want to publish content that I am proud of and not half ass (excuse my language) it. To be completely honest, it's been off couple of months for me because I felt so uninspired. I actually contemplated deleting everything because I didn't feel good enough. I know there are many, many other fashion influencers that are so stylish, chic, and/or badass. I've lost some confidence. But I remembered why I started this. This whole "fashion blogger/Youtuber/fashionista on Instagram". If you didn't read my "Getting Personal" post, I'm going to just summarize it. Basically, I was going through internal struggles and because of fashion, I've learned how to love myself. Of course there are times where I feel like I'm not worthy, but when I put on a badass outfit, I feel good! Everyone's opinions are invalid and I'm doing me. 

Recently, I have noticed I've been losing followers on my Instagram and a ton of ghost followers and I find that really strange. At first, I was saddened by it because their support was no more, they've lost interest, and there wasn't much interaction between my supporters and I. It's like a break up, ha. Anyway, I've realized I shouldn't let that affect me and my content in any way. I briefly stated on one of my posts about how I truly felt.

Since the start of the new year, I've realized that I wasn't really myself when it came to my fashion sense. I would be too wrapped up in Instagram's unsaid rules about having the perfect theme, always cropping out your face or wearing a certain trendy piece just because everyone was for the likes/comments. I asked myself, why create false content that I was ultimately unhappy with? That wasn't how I wanted to showcase my style. I don't want to just crop my face out in every picture and have the same exact pose with the same background and just wear it once for the photo. I'm not saying it's wrong or a bad thing to do. It's just not me. 

I've told myself from now on, forget what people think even though it's tough at times and forget the ones who have stopped supporting you. I have to stay true to myself and not be so wrapped up in the what I'd like to call "Instagram fame". So I'm going to continue to post my style AND face because I'm not headless (unless my face/hair was not having it). I'm going to continue to post what I find interesting and mouthwatering. Fine by me if you don't want to stand by it, I'm going to do me and you do you.  

Thank you to each and every one of you for supporting me whether it's a like/comment or watching my YouTube videos. I truly appreciate it and can't wait for what's come this year 😌❤️

 It's a start to a new year and it's only right to stay true to myself. It feels really good being able to type my thoughts and feelings. I hope you ride with me on this journey and if not, that's fine with me. I won't take anything personal. It's life. I'm going to continue doing what I love most, nonetheless. Let's go!