Getting Personal
Hello,
It's been awhile, right? I apologize. I do update daily on my Instagram: @typicaltuyen, if you're wondering where I've been or what I'm up to. This post isn't a review or anything fashion-related, but it is about me. I was not going to comment publicly and just keep to myself, but it's about time I say something. I have a ton of people I know personally coming to me and asking questions like "Why are you doing it?" "What made you want to pursue fashion?" "Where did this come from?" or comments like "Wow. I never knew you were into fashion" "This is a surprise!", etc. Well, let me just put it all into one blog post.
It all started towards the end of high school. I still remember an incident where a girl thought I was copying her outfit and other people knew, but didn't say one word to me about it. To be quite honest with you, it hurt me. Alot. I just didn't understand. I wasn't one to dress up every day at school, since I was lazy and I loved my sleep more, so whenever I did, people would ask "Who are you dressing up for?" or "Why are you so dressed up today?" A girl can't dress nice every once in awhile? Anyway, now that I look back at my high school photos, I constantly ask myself why I was wearing that or what was I thinking. Ha. I know we were all trying to find ourselves in high school, but I've learned you don't actually find yourself in high school. It's more like trying to fit in. You may think I was a happy girl back in high school, but I pretty much was the opposite. Although I had some great friends, I just felt like I was a nobody. I wanted to do something. I wanted to be someone. It was not until Senior year where I decided to do my own thing. Every girl loves shopping right? But have you loved shopping to the point where you would go on your favorite online shops every single day and look at all the clothes, shoes and accessories, and click on everything you wanted and put it in your cart only to cry on the inside and exit out of it because you had no job? That was me (still is sometimes). I also like to Google what people wore back in the day and constantly read magazine articles about what's trendy. I got into thrifting and started making my own clothes/accessories and doing "DIY" projects. I remember watching a ton of beauty/fashion YouTube videos and have always wanted to make my own, but I really, really hated my voice and I felt awkward talking to a camera. I hated alot of things about myself, but I've learned to accept it (slowly) now. Anyway, I know there are a ton of people who are wondering how I got into fashion and why I started this blog, Instagram fashion account, and/or YouTube channel. Well, it's simple. I want to do something I enjoy doing.
I remember being afraid that people will hate on me or judge me. But now, I couldn't care less. I've learned that you'll never be enough for some people and that's okay. As long as you're happy, then there's nothing to worry about.
I upload daily on my Instagram fashion account. Numerous outfit of the day's or should I say "#ootd's". Styling accessories. Some make-up/skincare products. I started out with Instagram because it's easy. Simply, take a photo, write a caption, and upload. I had moments where I felt bored or uninspired, so I contemplated deleting my Instagram, but I felt like I never would've had the guts to do so because there's alot of girls who are into fashion like me! But then I wanted to expand my audience and my captions, so I've decided to create this blog. I can go more in-depth with products and apparel. I can upload more photos into one post. But then as I was watching my fashion inspirations on YouTube, I wanted to branch out with YouTube. To be honest with you, I was afraid. It wasn't until just a couple of months ago, I've decided to film videos. I was very, very nervous. I've gotten over the fear of talking to a camera, but hearing my voice, made me cringe. I actually started doing test runs with my point and shoot camera (Yes, a point and shoot camera. I'm saving up for a DSLR!) and now, look at me. I'm more comfortable. There are still alot of equipment I want to make the best videos possible, but for now, I'm on a tight budget, so this will have to do. Although it's quite funny hearing and seeing myself while I edit my clips, I'm doing what I love. I still can't believe being a YouTuber could be a type of career. Don't get me wrong, it does take ALOT of time and effort to film and edit videos and such, but I remember back in the day where everyone would just film silly things and talk about whatever; not worrying about copyright or making money. It's pretty neat. I admit, it would be cool being known as a fashion/beauty YouTuber, but all I want to do is share my style and ideas.
I want to inspire others. I want to share my fashion sense and be surrounded by creativity. I want to explore, create, and learn. Yes, there are thousands of people doing what I do, whether it's for fun or their career, but every one is different. There are people who are condescending and low-key diss me, which I get a great laugh out of. It won't stop me from what I love to do. Alot of people I know in reality, always mentions one or all social media platforms of mine and I don't really know what to say or how to react. I'm always so grateful though. If I do act strange or sort of uncomfortable, just know that I've never really shared this part of me with anyone else, but the Internet.
I remember how afraid I was, how I thought I was a complete nobody, how I believed I had no purpose in life, but I'm beginning to realize, I do have a purpose and I can make something out of myself if I just get off my lazy butt and do something. I believe each and every one of us has a purpose in life whether it's something small or big. You will make a difference. Because of fashion, I've learned to love myself. It makes me happy whenever I get feedback from people I know and strangers. It makes me happy when people come to me asking for fashion advice or wanting me to go shopping with them. It makes me happy knowing I inspired someone to wear something. It makes me happy. If you do support me, I appreciate you and thank you so much. If not, keep your lousy comments to yourself and move along.
Coming from a city where fashion isn't all that big and people who don't really have similar interests as me, I'm glad I have those who support me on what I do, whether I know you personally or not. And a little side note, I do have a job and I do pay for everything unless I state it's from a business/company. I cannot forget to give a huge thank you to all the businesses/companies who reach out to me or want to collaborate/sponsor me. It means so much to me. Every opportunity is a blessing.
Just a reminder, don't give your haters the time of day. There will always be people who try to bring you down, but don't ever let that make you feel inferior because you are you and no one can change that.
It's been awhile, right? I apologize. I do update daily on my Instagram: @typicaltuyen, if you're wondering where I've been or what I'm up to. This post isn't a review or anything fashion-related, but it is about me. I was not going to comment publicly and just keep to myself, but it's about time I say something. I have a ton of people I know personally coming to me and asking questions like "Why are you doing it?" "What made you want to pursue fashion?" "Where did this come from?" or comments like "Wow. I never knew you were into fashion" "This is a surprise!", etc. Well, let me just put it all into one blog post.
It all started towards the end of high school. I still remember an incident where a girl thought I was copying her outfit and other people knew, but didn't say one word to me about it. To be quite honest with you, it hurt me. Alot. I just didn't understand. I wasn't one to dress up every day at school, since I was lazy and I loved my sleep more, so whenever I did, people would ask "Who are you dressing up for?" or "Why are you so dressed up today?" A girl can't dress nice every once in awhile? Anyway, now that I look back at my high school photos, I constantly ask myself why I was wearing that or what was I thinking. Ha. I know we were all trying to find ourselves in high school, but I've learned you don't actually find yourself in high school. It's more like trying to fit in. You may think I was a happy girl back in high school, but I pretty much was the opposite. Although I had some great friends, I just felt like I was a nobody. I wanted to do something. I wanted to be someone. It was not until Senior year where I decided to do my own thing. Every girl loves shopping right? But have you loved shopping to the point where you would go on your favorite online shops every single day and look at all the clothes, shoes and accessories, and click on everything you wanted and put it in your cart only to cry on the inside and exit out of it because you had no job? That was me (still is sometimes). I also like to Google what people wore back in the day and constantly read magazine articles about what's trendy. I got into thrifting and started making my own clothes/accessories and doing "DIY" projects. I remember watching a ton of beauty/fashion YouTube videos and have always wanted to make my own, but I really, really hated my voice and I felt awkward talking to a camera. I hated alot of things about myself, but I've learned to accept it (slowly) now. Anyway, I know there are a ton of people who are wondering how I got into fashion and why I started this blog, Instagram fashion account, and/or YouTube channel. Well, it's simple. I want to do something I enjoy doing.
I remember being afraid that people will hate on me or judge me. But now, I couldn't care less. I've learned that you'll never be enough for some people and that's okay. As long as you're happy, then there's nothing to worry about.
I upload daily on my Instagram fashion account. Numerous outfit of the day's or should I say "#ootd's". Styling accessories. Some make-up/skincare products. I started out with Instagram because it's easy. Simply, take a photo, write a caption, and upload. I had moments where I felt bored or uninspired, so I contemplated deleting my Instagram, but I felt like I never would've had the guts to do so because there's alot of girls who are into fashion like me! But then I wanted to expand my audience and my captions, so I've decided to create this blog. I can go more in-depth with products and apparel. I can upload more photos into one post. But then as I was watching my fashion inspirations on YouTube, I wanted to branch out with YouTube. To be honest with you, I was afraid. It wasn't until just a couple of months ago, I've decided to film videos. I was very, very nervous. I've gotten over the fear of talking to a camera, but hearing my voice, made me cringe. I actually started doing test runs with my point and shoot camera (Yes, a point and shoot camera. I'm saving up for a DSLR!) and now, look at me. I'm more comfortable. There are still alot of equipment I want to make the best videos possible, but for now, I'm on a tight budget, so this will have to do. Although it's quite funny hearing and seeing myself while I edit my clips, I'm doing what I love. I still can't believe being a YouTuber could be a type of career. Don't get me wrong, it does take ALOT of time and effort to film and edit videos and such, but I remember back in the day where everyone would just film silly things and talk about whatever; not worrying about copyright or making money. It's pretty neat. I admit, it would be cool being known as a fashion/beauty YouTuber, but all I want to do is share my style and ideas.
I want to inspire others. I want to share my fashion sense and be surrounded by creativity. I want to explore, create, and learn. Yes, there are thousands of people doing what I do, whether it's for fun or their career, but every one is different. There are people who are condescending and low-key diss me, which I get a great laugh out of. It won't stop me from what I love to do. Alot of people I know in reality, always mentions one or all social media platforms of mine and I don't really know what to say or how to react. I'm always so grateful though. If I do act strange or sort of uncomfortable, just know that I've never really shared this part of me with anyone else, but the Internet.
I remember how afraid I was, how I thought I was a complete nobody, how I believed I had no purpose in life, but I'm beginning to realize, I do have a purpose and I can make something out of myself if I just get off my lazy butt and do something. I believe each and every one of us has a purpose in life whether it's something small or big. You will make a difference. Because of fashion, I've learned to love myself. It makes me happy whenever I get feedback from people I know and strangers. It makes me happy when people come to me asking for fashion advice or wanting me to go shopping with them. It makes me happy knowing I inspired someone to wear something. It makes me happy. If you do support me, I appreciate you and thank you so much. If not, keep your lousy comments to yourself and move along.
Coming from a city where fashion isn't all that big and people who don't really have similar interests as me, I'm glad I have those who support me on what I do, whether I know you personally or not. And a little side note, I do have a job and I do pay for everything unless I state it's from a business/company. I cannot forget to give a huge thank you to all the businesses/companies who reach out to me or want to collaborate/sponsor me. It means so much to me. Every opportunity is a blessing.
Just a reminder, don't give your haters the time of day. There will always be people who try to bring you down, but don't ever let that make you feel inferior because you are you and no one can change that.
Thanks for reading. Now you know a little about me.
I hope you all have a wonderful day ❤
I hope you all have a wonderful day ❤
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